Thursday, November 11, 2010

Dear Blog - The Home Front

Now that I explained quite a bit of my work, now its home sweet home time.
I live with my fiance Trevor and our little chihuahua Chancho (that means pig in spanish). Trevor and I met in 2006. My bff at the time and his bff at the time were dating and Trevor and I were the tag alongs. It was love at first sight mainly for him about me but I wasn't sure if that was what I not only wanted but something I deserved.
By 2007 our bff's were no longer dating but Trevor and I were getting stronger that on new years he asked me out. We no longer speak to our ex-bffs.
We moved in together later on in 2007 in a basement suite, then got our little puppy.
We hated living there because our landlords that lived above us were the most rude, dumbest assholes ever. Trevors mom lived a block away in the downstairs of a house. The guy upstairs from her was about to move out and I wanted to move in soooo bad. The house is huge, we would have our own yard, 2 sheds, lots of storage, wood burning fireplace, 2 bedrooms, and very roomy. The only downside was that we would be paying a little extra for rent plus heat and hot water and his mom would be living downstairs. I thought it was worth it since we would be happy and the place is way bigger so I would expect a little increase any way.
Shortly after we moved in on July 2010, we were so happy and Chancho loved running up and down the stairs from suite to suite and being free running around outside, that Trevor proposed to me and of course I said no....HAHA just kidding, I said yes!
So here I thought everything is getting better when really...its getting worse. People were telling me "um, are you sure your going to be okay with his mom living downstairs?" I would just tell them "yah, you dont know her...shes not your typical mom. she wont do our laundry or make our food or have rules in the house or anything." Boy was I RIGHT....
She is now the burden in our relationship. She is so fucking lazy, obnoxious, annoying, demanding and messy I dont know how much I can take it. She treats this house as if its hers and leaves her jacket, shoes, glasses crumbs all over OUR place and front of the stairs. She will walk upstairs when ever she feels like it and expects up to be okay with that. I cant even walk around the house with my tits out or even give Trevor a boner anymore. She will just show up all of a sudden, ask us what were doing, and sit on the couch eating our chips and making a mess everywhere. She already gets under Trevors skin but she is really getting under mine and thats a problem because I dont want to be one of those girls who will have to ask him to choose between me or his mother. For fuck sake,  we always have to cook for 3 and Trevor is the one that cooks because he gets home before me and she will come up and be like "so what for dinner...get on it" Wile Trevor and I make dinner, she will do nothing but walk around the kitchen tasting shit, getting in our way and just making a huge mess. Then she will grab her food and sit in our living room or go downstairs and not even offer to help clean or anything. She wears her shoes fresh from being outside in the freshly cut grass, rain or mud, in our place and dirty our carpet and if we even say a peep to her she will get so pissed and she will slam her door, kick Chancho out and wont talk to us for the rest of the day sometimes for the week. I dont know what else to do but just give her attitude back and hopefully she will clue in soon. I cant do anything because shes not MY mother and I feel bad for Trevor because hes stuck in the middle with me nagging about his mom and her being annoying in general.
I do love her though, she means well, she is very caring and open and loving and she would do anything for someone in need.She has been more than a mother to me than my own mother...but OH MY GOD!!! I just dont know what to do.
Anywho, thats the just of things for now.
Signing out for now.....gotta clean

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Dear Blog - The just of things

Alright. So I am at work right now, and I most likly will be writing on here wile at work because I just "LOVE" my job and have "SO MUCH" to do......oh by the way, I was being sarcastic!
Not going to say where I work but I am an Accountant for an Insurance Firm. I better slow down because clearly this is an exciting job, no?! I am the youngest one here with the most responsability, but am the second to lowest paid here. Makes sence?? Not to me! And even though the majority of the women in this office (Home Office) and our ouside offices have been here for ever and are College Degree qualified wile I only have a High School Diploma....I am the only one with some common fucking sence. The mistakes these people make are mind boggling honestly. I havent even been with with Company for a year yet and I am fixing everyones mistakes and taking the rath of alot of other peoples work...but yet I am under paid.
All that crap aside, I have never seen so much back stabbing, gossiping, and drama filled office in my life. Not even in movies or TV shows. And I know that is a typical office filled with women but you don't understand, we would walk all over The Real Housewives reality show. Theres more screaming and yelling here than a football game. And it some how feels like I'm stuck in the middle. Mainly because of jelousy and I guess they feel I'm too young or unqualified, I dont fucking know but in a nut shell, I am looking for another job already. It took me forever to find a job befor I got this one because of the job shortage everywere and they pay enough to pay bills and rent here. But I live about 1 hour out of downtown and taking the bus and train is no picnic....especially during rush hours. So now that I have income, I can start casually looking for a better paying job. Possibly a career. And closer to home. (Mind you my dream career was to be a kindergarden/grade 1 teacher, but they get paid less then I do right NOW. Mamas got bills and a life!)
So thats pretty much how things are on the "work" side of things. My "possy" at the office are Danielle - 40 year old Scottish cougar who acts, lives, and dresses like shes 25 again. Lives in an expesive apartment in downtown for the night life and only has a cat in her life. She is part of the Commercial department and hates it here just as much as I do. Then we have Kathy - 28 year old quiet but funny Chinese girl. Never eats healthy but has a figure for Maxim Magazine. (bitch). She hates it here just as much as we do but just yesterday she gave in her notice. Lucky cow. and thats it! I share an office with a 62 year old smoker who drinks nothing but black coffee and will be retiring soon, Marion. She is the crouchiest sweetest woman. I will be taking over her position and will need to hire someon to take over my current position. Hopefuly I wont be here for that. My boss, Anita, who is a sweetheart too but can be a sour cunt the majority of the time and talks down at you when you have a simples question. There is so much more to add but I will get to that another day.
How can you tell I have been trying to kill time here.

Signing off for now....another day another dollar

Monday, November 8, 2010

Dear Blog - First Things First

So this is my second Blog now. First one I had was clearly ages ago...dont you just love it when you forget important information? Makes you feel very "smart" and "useful" doesnt it. Plus it took me about 50 tries to get logged back onto this stupid site...had to get the man to figure it out for me. Makes me feel useful even more. Fuckin good times there.

Anyways, long storey short. This will be used as my personal Diary slash BFF that actually sits and listens to what is on my mind instead of inturupting me every 10 minutes to talk about them and this guy or their hair or that bitch at work....its never cruel or a crime to be selfish for once. Right?!

Signing out for now......blah!